I maybe either or this upcoming sunday at the pleasure faire. Remember don't be shy to shout "hello!" or "good day!" my way!

Even a random hug! HAHA!

Cheers!

Cirdanella at pleasure faire!! TOMORROW!! HUZZAH!

Well..this life without a guy....a guy that makes me feel special or important is falling apart. After my last b/f and I broke up I was happy for a bit that I could do,"What ever I wanted."

And really, nothing happend. No guy wanted me even just as a fuck buddy or what ever. The only guys that did..I can't see myself doing anything like that with..they are dear friends to me..and I just can't.

It's getting to me. I miss someone special in my life, I miss a lot of factors of having a b/f.

As much as I may hate dating..The drama...And all of the BS...I think it's time.

I am just sick of being alone to be honest....

I seem to be healing well after my treatment, my body is acting normal as it should be..But I will await full word from my check up.

Wish me luck!

Well, yep...my poor boobies! (HAHA I wonder how many men will randomly see this and read right away..Hmmm??!!)

Well, on the last day on the Esc. faire I was a viking...but half naked, so now the tops of my breasts, belly, and a few parts of my arms are sunburned..:(  Also I have four lovely bug bites on my right arm..but no where else...strange.....lol

Well it was fun and all, but a bit upset that none of the viking guys grabbed me and walked away! I LOVE THAT KIND OF STUFF!! OK MEN!!! SO DON'T BE SO BLOODY SHY! IF YOUR A VIKING OR WHAT EVER AND SEE A WOMAN OF YOUR LIKING, TAKE HER! OR AT LEAST ME! PPSSHH!!!

Yeah..that was the only downer! Haha!..And the heat..eeww!

So many people took my pics randomly at the faire. Mostly on the 1st day which I wore my crimson and gold Queen gown and a few here and there when I was my viking..even this guy video taped me getting sprayed with a spray bottle of water from a random rennie guy..lol

So if your one of the random people and some how found my renspace, send me a copy!!!!